It is August and she feels she is losing him. They decided to pull back from each other so they can live their separate lives. He told her he would never come after her. Her feelings are hurt but she still loves him. She is trying to make the WANT go away. But she can't, it is not possible to pretend to feel something else. She needs to be where her heart is. She needs to be with him. She hopes he feels the same. Perhaps she had no right to get this close to him. To allow herself to feel the love that truly belongs to her.
She oves him too much
