Where did the time go? It has been a year since my last entry.
There really hasn't been anything to write lately....
They still chat with each other when they are working but not as much anymore because last year when they decided to pull away from each other they had found themselves in a huge fight where he refused to talk to her for 7 longs days. She didn't know he had a temper like that. She actually had to wait the 7 days before he would email her. He basically told her he only wants to be friends and that she needs to find someone out here to be with. She respects him for being loyal to his wife.
Her marriage with her husband is over. She needs to file divorce. She has a broken heart and needs time to heal. She is not looking to rush into any new relationship. She is looking for a friendship that could lead to something more.
She might have an update in another 12 months.
Just friends
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Friday, July 30, 2010
August
It is August and she feels she is losing him. They decided to pull back from each other so they can live their separate lives. He told her he would never come after her. Her feelings are hurt but she still loves him. She is trying to make the WANT go away. But she can't, it is not possible to pretend to feel something else. She needs to be where her heart is. She needs to be with him. She hopes he feels the same. Perhaps she had no right to get this close to him. To allow herself to feel the love that truly belongs to her.
She oves him too much
She oves him too much
Saturday, May 1, 2010
1 year ago
They love each other. They spent their first year loving each other, getting to know each other.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Valentines Day 2010
Today is there 2nd valentines day together. The first one 30 years ago. He gave her a pretty heart necklace with a red ruby in it. He is still very proud of that necklace. He paid for it with money he earned from mowing lawns. It was the first necklace he ever bought a girl.
30 years ago they kissed and she was in his arms. Happy. 30 years later, they express their love to each other in a way they never dreamed possible. Happy. He told her he wants to feel her in his arms again more than anything else. She wants to be in his arms. She wants to see him, for just a day, 5 minutes. But that will not happen yet. They have to wait. Time is not right yet.
Their love stands true and strong
30 years ago they kissed and she was in his arms. Happy. 30 years later, they express their love to each other in a way they never dreamed possible. Happy. He told her he wants to feel her in his arms again more than anything else. She wants to be in his arms. She wants to see him, for just a day, 5 minutes. But that will not happen yet. They have to wait. Time is not right yet.
Their love stands true and strong
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Did he remember her?
The next morning after sending the messsage to him, she signed onto classmates hoping to see if he had replied. She was pleasantly surprised to see a reply. She had given a bogus email address on classmates, his replies to her bounced back to him. He panicked! He couldn't believe he found her and then she was unreachable. When she wanted to give him the real email address, she was so nervous that she typed her email address to him incorrectly.
Did he remember her? He never forgot her. He told her that he loved her all this time. She told him she was very sorry for having to break up with him. He can't stand her mother!
She gave him her IM address so they can get caught up with each other. He called her on her birthday, they talked for the first time. They talked on his birthday for the second time. Their birthdays are a week a part, both tauras. Two souls reconnected as one. Never to be separated again. Like Chuckie says, "Friends to the end!" He owns a Chuckie doll. She can't believe it.
Not one day has gone by in the pass 9 months that they have not heard from each other in one way or the other. Email, IM, phone. Inseparable!
They continue to live their separate lives with their families. They have not arranged to meet each other because they are both married. That doesn't mean they don't WANT to meet. They share a dream of one day meeting. They talk about returning to their high school hallway where it all started with their first kiss.
For now they are content and satisfied sharing a magical dream.
Love reunited!
Did he remember her? He never forgot her. He told her that he loved her all this time. She told him she was very sorry for having to break up with him. He can't stand her mother!
She gave him her IM address so they can get caught up with each other. He called her on her birthday, they talked for the first time. They talked on his birthday for the second time. Their birthdays are a week a part, both tauras. Two souls reconnected as one. Never to be separated again. Like Chuckie says, "Friends to the end!" He owns a Chuckie doll. She can't believe it.
Not one day has gone by in the pass 9 months that they have not heard from each other in one way or the other. Email, IM, phone. Inseparable!
They continue to live their separate lives with their families. They have not arranged to meet each other because they are both married. That doesn't mean they don't WANT to meet. They share a dream of one day meeting. They talk about returning to their high school hallway where it all started with their first kiss.
For now they are content and satisfied sharing a magical dream.
Love reunited!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Misplaced souls
They were forced to go their separate ways against their will. Too young to know they had the right to fight for their love. Too young to realize what they felt was love. She too weak to stand up to her mother.
He moved away to Texas to work for a newspaper. He married and raised a family. She stayed close to town, did not move too far away. She married and raised a family.
They had no contact with each other for 29 years. He looked for her every single year when he came out to visit his parents. Never found her. He even searched for her on the internet, he couldn't find her. She looked for him at his house once, learned he had moved away. She looked for him at the beach, but couldn't find him. He told her she could always find him at the beach!!!!!
Then one day she followed a junk email link to classmates.com. She signed on and saw somebody was looking for a family member and told her husband to look at the site with her. She wanted to share the site with him. But, he had an attitude and asked if she was going to find her old boyfriend. That idea did not even cross her mind. She was hurt and mad when he said that to her. He stuck the idea in her head. If she was going to look for anyone, it would only be one classmate that she wanted to find.
She searched his name. She found him. He was one click away. But she did not send the message that night. She left her husband on the couch and went to her room. The next morning she went to work. She waited until she knew that she wanted to find him. The message she sent read, "Do you remember me"?
Did he remember her?
He moved away to Texas to work for a newspaper. He married and raised a family. She stayed close to town, did not move too far away. She married and raised a family.
They had no contact with each other for 29 years. He looked for her every single year when he came out to visit his parents. Never found her. He even searched for her on the internet, he couldn't find her. She looked for him at his house once, learned he had moved away. She looked for him at the beach, but couldn't find him. He told her she could always find him at the beach!!!!!
Then one day she followed a junk email link to classmates.com. She signed on and saw somebody was looking for a family member and told her husband to look at the site with her. She wanted to share the site with him. But, he had an attitude and asked if she was going to find her old boyfriend. That idea did not even cross her mind. She was hurt and mad when he said that to her. He stuck the idea in her head. If she was going to look for anyone, it would only be one classmate that she wanted to find.
She searched his name. She found him. He was one click away. But she did not send the message that night. She left her husband on the couch and went to her room. The next morning she went to work. She waited until she knew that she wanted to find him. The message she sent read, "Do you remember me"?
Did he remember her?
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Two hearts broken shattered to pieces
There is no other way to write this, except quickly and to the point. I won't go into details because it is still too painful to think about even after 29 years.
Her mother made them break up the very next day. It was the weekend so she had till Monday to break up with him. I can only guess that her mother did not want her daughter to be happy. I will never understand and neither will he ever.
The next Monday they broke up. Can't write no more about that day. Just know it was against her will.
And two perfect souls were torn apart and two hearts broken.
Misplaced souls
Her mother made them break up the very next day. It was the weekend so she had till Monday to break up with him. I can only guess that her mother did not want her daughter to be happy. I will never understand and neither will he ever.
The next Monday they broke up. Can't write no more about that day. Just know it was against her will.
And two perfect souls were torn apart and two hearts broken.
Misplaced souls
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