It is August and she feels she is losing him. They decided to pull back from each other so they can live their separate lives. He told her he would never come after her. Her feelings are hurt but she still loves him. She is trying to make the WANT go away. But she can't, it is not possible to pretend to feel something else. She needs to be where her heart is. She needs to be with him. She hopes he feels the same. Perhaps she had no right to get this close to him. To allow herself to feel the love that truly belongs to her.
She oves him too much
Friday, July 30, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
1 year ago
They love each other. They spent their first year loving each other, getting to know each other.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Valentines Day 2010
Today is there 2nd valentines day together. The first one 30 years ago. He gave her a pretty heart necklace with a red ruby in it. He is still very proud of that necklace. He paid for it with money he earned from mowing lawns. It was the first necklace he ever bought a girl.
30 years ago they kissed and she was in his arms. Happy. 30 years later, they express their love to each other in a way they never dreamed possible. Happy. He told her he wants to feel her in his arms again more than anything else. She wants to be in his arms. She wants to see him, for just a day, 5 minutes. But that will not happen yet. They have to wait. Time is not right yet.
Their love stands true and strong
30 years ago they kissed and she was in his arms. Happy. 30 years later, they express their love to each other in a way they never dreamed possible. Happy. He told her he wants to feel her in his arms again more than anything else. She wants to be in his arms. She wants to see him, for just a day, 5 minutes. But that will not happen yet. They have to wait. Time is not right yet.
Their love stands true and strong
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Did he remember her?
The next morning after sending the messsage to him, she signed onto classmates hoping to see if he had replied. She was pleasantly surprised to see a reply. She had given a bogus email address on classmates, his replies to her bounced back to him. He panicked! He couldn't believe he found her and then she was unreachable. When she wanted to give him the real email address, she was so nervous that she typed her email address to him incorrectly.
Did he remember her? He never forgot her. He told her that he loved her all this time. She told him she was very sorry for having to break up with him. He can't stand her mother!
She gave him her IM address so they can get caught up with each other. He called her on her birthday, they talked for the first time. They talked on his birthday for the second time. Their birthdays are a week a part, both tauras. Two souls reconnected as one. Never to be separated again. Like Chuckie says, "Friends to the end!" He owns a Chuckie doll. She can't believe it.
Not one day has gone by in the pass 9 months that they have not heard from each other in one way or the other. Email, IM, phone. Inseparable!
They continue to live their separate lives with their families. They have not arranged to meet each other because they are both married. That doesn't mean they don't WANT to meet. They share a dream of one day meeting. They talk about returning to their high school hallway where it all started with their first kiss.
For now they are content and satisfied sharing a magical dream.
Love reunited!
Did he remember her? He never forgot her. He told her that he loved her all this time. She told him she was very sorry for having to break up with him. He can't stand her mother!
She gave him her IM address so they can get caught up with each other. He called her on her birthday, they talked for the first time. They talked on his birthday for the second time. Their birthdays are a week a part, both tauras. Two souls reconnected as one. Never to be separated again. Like Chuckie says, "Friends to the end!" He owns a Chuckie doll. She can't believe it.
Not one day has gone by in the pass 9 months that they have not heard from each other in one way or the other. Email, IM, phone. Inseparable!
They continue to live their separate lives with their families. They have not arranged to meet each other because they are both married. That doesn't mean they don't WANT to meet. They share a dream of one day meeting. They talk about returning to their high school hallway where it all started with their first kiss.
For now they are content and satisfied sharing a magical dream.
Love reunited!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Misplaced souls
They were forced to go their separate ways against their will. Too young to know they had the right to fight for their love. Too young to realize what they felt was love. She too weak to stand up to her mother.
He moved away to Texas to work for a newspaper. He married and raised a family. She stayed close to town, did not move too far away. She married and raised a family.
They had no contact with each other for 29 years. He looked for her every single year when he came out to visit his parents. Never found her. He even searched for her on the internet, he couldn't find her. She looked for him at his house once, learned he had moved away. She looked for him at the beach, but couldn't find him. He told her she could always find him at the beach!!!!!
Then one day she followed a junk email link to classmates.com. She signed on and saw somebody was looking for a family member and told her husband to look at the site with her. She wanted to share the site with him. But, he had an attitude and asked if she was going to find her old boyfriend. That idea did not even cross her mind. She was hurt and mad when he said that to her. He stuck the idea in her head. If she was going to look for anyone, it would only be one classmate that she wanted to find.
She searched his name. She found him. He was one click away. But she did not send the message that night. She left her husband on the couch and went to her room. The next morning she went to work. She waited until she knew that she wanted to find him. The message she sent read, "Do you remember me"?
Did he remember her?
He moved away to Texas to work for a newspaper. He married and raised a family. She stayed close to town, did not move too far away. She married and raised a family.
They had no contact with each other for 29 years. He looked for her every single year when he came out to visit his parents. Never found her. He even searched for her on the internet, he couldn't find her. She looked for him at his house once, learned he had moved away. She looked for him at the beach, but couldn't find him. He told her she could always find him at the beach!!!!!
Then one day she followed a junk email link to classmates.com. She signed on and saw somebody was looking for a family member and told her husband to look at the site with her. She wanted to share the site with him. But, he had an attitude and asked if she was going to find her old boyfriend. That idea did not even cross her mind. She was hurt and mad when he said that to her. He stuck the idea in her head. If she was going to look for anyone, it would only be one classmate that she wanted to find.
She searched his name. She found him. He was one click away. But she did not send the message that night. She left her husband on the couch and went to her room. The next morning she went to work. She waited until she knew that she wanted to find him. The message she sent read, "Do you remember me"?
Did he remember her?
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Two hearts broken shattered to pieces
There is no other way to write this, except quickly and to the point. I won't go into details because it is still too painful to think about even after 29 years.
Her mother made them break up the very next day. It was the weekend so she had till Monday to break up with him. I can only guess that her mother did not want her daughter to be happy. I will never understand and neither will he ever.
The next Monday they broke up. Can't write no more about that day. Just know it was against her will.
And two perfect souls were torn apart and two hearts broken.
Misplaced souls
Her mother made them break up the very next day. It was the weekend so she had till Monday to break up with him. I can only guess that her mother did not want her daughter to be happy. I will never understand and neither will he ever.
The next Monday they broke up. Can't write no more about that day. Just know it was against her will.
And two perfect souls were torn apart and two hearts broken.
Misplaced souls
Sunday, January 24, 2010
The barn roof peeker
I can't write this! Will the keyboard short out if tears drop into it?? I hope not. Ok, so far no tears.
One day she invited him over to meet her parents! They planned to fix the barn roof that day. She lived on a farm. Her dad owned cows and pigs and chickens and a mean old goose that chased everyone. Her job was to help her dad with all the chores outside. Up at 4 in the morning to milk cows and feed pigs every single day! After school, she had to repeat everything she did in the morning!
The old barn housed stacks and stacks of hay and this is where the cows were milked. The barn roof was made of tin sheeting. And spots of it needed to be repaired. He helped her get the tin sheets up on the barn. They tied a rope around the tin and pulled it that way. It was a dangerous job, a corner of that tin hit her eye. No scar left. They were working hard on that roof and actually completed the job. She sat on the roof with him. She was the happiest girl in the world, he was there with her. He was the happiest guy in the world at that moment because he just peeked down her shirt for the first time. Now who was the victim?
One day she invited him over to meet her parents! They planned to fix the barn roof that day. She lived on a farm. Her dad owned cows and pigs and chickens and a mean old goose that chased everyone. Her job was to help her dad with all the chores outside. Up at 4 in the morning to milk cows and feed pigs every single day! After school, she had to repeat everything she did in the morning!
The old barn housed stacks and stacks of hay and this is where the cows were milked. The barn roof was made of tin sheeting. And spots of it needed to be repaired. He helped her get the tin sheets up on the barn. They tied a rope around the tin and pulled it that way. It was a dangerous job, a corner of that tin hit her eye. No scar left. They were working hard on that roof and actually completed the job. She sat on the roof with him. She was the happiest girl in the world, he was there with her. He was the happiest guy in the world at that moment because he just peeked down her shirt for the first time. Now who was the victim? He helped shovel cow manure from the side of the barn into 5 gallon buckets. The artichoke plants got a good dosing that day! He will never forget that job task. He says it was out of true love and he never shoveled manure for any other woman! He better not! He belongs to her!
Before he went home, they were able to take a walk on the beach! They held hands and walked to the pajaro river and back. Followed by all her sisters. She carried her little brother. Which he thought was her kid because she took care of him like her own.
They were so happy that day!
Ok, no tears fell. But I will stop because I feel them forming!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Two hearts One soul
Love so young and tender united these two sweethearts. Only they did not know it was love. Not one word spoken about how they felt. They just knew that they wanted to be with each other.
He lived in Oakhills where all the nice homes are. Beautiful place to live. Hills with oak trees outline the streets. He skated and left his mark on all of the streets. He surfed the freezing cold pacific ocean, although I don't know why anyone would volunteer to go in and freeze. Does the wet suit really keep one warm?
She lived in Moss Landing on an old dairy farm. She lived in an old ugly two story house that looked like a haunted castle. Her dads place butted up against the sand dunes of the beach! She spent many many many days at the beach. The water, sand, sun and sounds were peaceful healing tranquiltiy all things she needed.
They were able to hold hands and walk on the beach only once. No kissing because they were not alone. Her sisters followed them.
Unknownst to them, their days together were about to end and this is the part where I can still cry myself to sleep!
He lived in Oakhills where all the nice homes are. Beautiful place to live. Hills with oak trees outline the streets. He skated and left his mark on all of the streets. He surfed the freezing cold pacific ocean, although I don't know why anyone would volunteer to go in and freeze. Does the wet suit really keep one warm?
She lived in Moss Landing on an old dairy farm. She lived in an old ugly two story house that looked like a haunted castle. Her dads place butted up against the sand dunes of the beach! She spent many many many days at the beach. The water, sand, sun and sounds were peaceful healing tranquiltiy all things she needed.
They were able to hold hands and walk on the beach only once. No kissing because they were not alone. Her sisters followed them.
Unknownst to them, their days together were about to end and this is the part where I can still cry myself to sleep!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
The first sweet kiss
olding hands turned into hugs. That's pretty much what was going on in the hallway at school with these two. He wanted to kiss her so badly, but he was so scared. He didn't dare. She wanted him to kiss her, and she was starting to wonder what was wrong. Being so young, neither one let on how they felt. When she was in his arms, everyone else in the crowded high school hallway disappeared, it was always just them.
Then one unexpected day, without any words, they were wrapped in each others arms, staring endlessly into each others eyes, she unexpectantly kissed him. First sweet innocent kiss, surprise, happy, nervous, scared all rolled up into one. Could this be the beginning of two hearts beating as one?
Two hearts, one soul
Then one unexpected day, without any words, they were wrapped in each others arms, staring endlessly into each others eyes, she unexpectantly kissed him. First sweet innocent kiss, surprise, happy, nervous, scared all rolled up into one. Could this be the beginning of two hearts beating as one?
Two hearts, one soul
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Love at first bite????
Not sure if it was love at first bite, but I can tell you that this girl and boy were inseparable after that first day meeting at lunch. Every single day they met at break and lunch in the hallway at school. Mostly they just talked and held hands. Months went by, they were happy just to have a few minutes a day with each other. She invited him to church with her on Sundays. He was there. They even held hands in church. She wasn't allowed to go out on a date with him. And she wasn't allowed to go anywhere else except to church or to school. Whenever he could, he would be there with her. And the sweetest thing he did was ride his bike 8 miles to a pay phone so he could call her. Was it a nickel back then? Had to be a dime, we are NOT that old. All this time, NO kissing! Three months no kiss.
He was a gentlemen, scared and nervous. She was an angel, hot and bothered. She wanted him to kiss her but she didn't tell him, she waited until she could no longer wait.
The first sweet kiss!
He was a gentlemen, scared and nervous. She was an angel, hot and bothered. She wanted him to kiss her but she didn't tell him, she waited until she could no longer wait.
The first sweet kiss!
Monday, January 18, 2010
The seductress and her victim
Once upon a time there was a girl and a boy who lived happily ever after, 29 years later. He claims that she gave him an apple from her lunch the very first day they met at school, in the hallway. She tries to remember each and every time he mentions it. She feels bad that she can't honestly remember the first day they met.
As the story goes, she was hanging out with a group of her friends when he saw her. She had started to eat her apple and before she knew it, she had offered it to him. He eagerly accepted the sweet bitten apple from her. He was smitten! Was it love at first bite?
We will see
As the story goes, she was hanging out with a group of her friends when he saw her. She had started to eat her apple and before she knew it, she had offered it to him. He eagerly accepted the sweet bitten apple from her. He was smitten! Was it love at first bite?
We will see
Saturday, January 16, 2010
A true love story
Wow, there seems to be quite a few high school sweethearts reunited after years of being separated. Internet is full of stories, one after another. I could stay here all day, reading all the stories of love reunited. But, I would rather write about my own true love and our dream that we share.
The seductress and her victim
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